Why?

So many stories of gay teens comitting suicide because of bullying. So many stories in the news about how, in the 21st century, gay marriage is STILL not accepted. So many people who are two faced bastards that say "oh, i am not against them" .. yet.. they are quick to bully and harass and torment anyone who says they are gay. Religion even turns thier backs on us.. even though a lot of gay's are

religious. You all hate us soo much.. but you dont even know why?

I mean, lets face it. What the fuck have we done to you to get you so angry at us? Are gay men so violent and anti social and hating of everything you do? Do we not keep our love secret and hidden away from you? Do we make your day so terrible that you need to attack us? Am i so bad that you can't even keep a friendship going?

And what of these people that bully someone into suicide? if "gay" wasn't even mentioned.. you would be stringing the little fuckers up in court and handing out tough jail time.. yet.. as soon as gay is mentioned, you barely do anything at all.

You paranoid, small minded fuckers who seem to think that you are better than us need to learn just one thing.. we are human too. We feel pain, worry, fear, sorrow, love, happiness, joy, anger, pride.. and every other emotion.. just like you. our blood is still red.

We were born this way, its not something we just woke up one day and said.. hey, you know what.. thats a good idea!.. we were made this way through genetics. Its not our fault. We do not blame you for needing hetrosexual love do we? we do not beat you guys into suicide and fear. We do not target you.

So here is my message to you guys out there.. be it, government, religious leaders, politicians, coppers, doctors, teachers, parents, dumb assed kids in the play ground, twats with the cardboard plaques in USA, naive followers of some fucked up religion (thinking that god was against homosexuality.. when in fact.. it was NEVER mentioned in the bible at all).. to all those who think that they can get away with fag beatings and queer bashing.. every single one of you fascist cunts...

One day, we will fight back.. and we will win.. we are everywhere..

And to those being bullied.. report it, tell anyone about it.. do what ever it takes to not suffer in silence. and if you feel that bad that you have to do something aweful to yourself.. stop and get help.. there are people out there who can help you escape the bullying.. and get these fuckers punished.

Gay and Bullied - You Can't Fake Tears

Gay Teen Jonah Mowry Says Bullying Made Him Stronger

Jonah Mowry, the 14-year-old whose heart-wrenching four-month-old YouTube video described his despair at being bullied for being gay, resurfaced online Sunday, telling his supporters he is doing just fine.
Jonah, chewing gum and with a female friend by his side, says on a more recent YouTube video, “To the people who think nobody likes me … Everyone in my school loves me.”


Controversy has swirled around the videos this week, with some posting online their suspicions that the boy is a “fraud,” but ABCNews.com has learned today that Jonah is real.
“First and foremost, I am proud of the responses we’ve gotten from people,” said Peggy Sue Mowry, a hairdresser from Forest Lake, Calif.  “I’m disappointed that people would question whether it’s” true.”
She said her son had been “uplifted by the outpouring of support.”
Advocacy groups praised Jonah for speaking out against bullying.
“This YouTube video illustrates a sobering reality about the bullying crisis in our schools,” said Andy Marra, spokesman for Gay, Lesbian and Straight Education Network (GLSEN).  ”We know there are far too many students like Jonah that experience harassment simply because of their real or perceived sexual orientation or gender identity.”
In August Jonah posted a YouTube video titled, “Whats going on…” [sic] as Sia’s “Breathe Me” plays in the background. Crying and using a series of note cards, the boy says, “I’ve cut…a lot. I have scars. Suicide was an option…many times.”
He said he had been bullied since first grade and had first begun cutting himself in the second grade. Last August, when the video was made, Jonah was about the enter eighth grade.
The boy, who displays numerous scars in the video, claims he has sustained insults of, “Gay. Fag. D**k. Douche. Homo. A**hole.” His video ends optimistically: “I’m not going anywhere, because I’m stronger than that. I have a million reasons to be here.”
A  Facebook page,  dedicated to Jonah’s cause says,  “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.”
The video has gone viral, eliciting support from celebrities like gay singer Ricky Martin and blogger Perez Hilton.
Martin tweets: “one big rib breaking hug :0) ! Stay strong buddy! You are 1 courageous young man!!!”
Hilton said he has been in touch with Jonah via Twitter and the teen’s “optimism in the face of adversity is so inspiring!” He writes that he has invited the boy to an all-expense paid birthday party for the blog in March.
“He is so touched by all the love being sent his way,” blogs Hilton. ” He tells us he is truly in a much better place. Happier and with friends that care! Plus, he is also getting some counseling – something we’d recommend to anyone going through difficult times.”
Teen bullying has reached epidemic proportions and several young children have been so anguished they have killed themselves.
Nearly 9 out of 10 lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender students experienced harassment at school in the past year, according to GLSEN. All students deserve the right to reach their full potential and it is the responsibility of school staff to ensure safe learning environments for all that promote true respect for difference, the group says.
Just last year Phoebe Prince,  a 15-year-old Irish immigrant, was found dead in her South Hadley, Mass., home after suffering incessant Facebook taunts.
Earlier this year, Jamey Rodemeyer, a 14-year-old from Buffalo, N.Y., took his own life after he was bullied online with gay slurs for more than a year. His death prompted Lady Gaga to express outrage over  relentless torment social networking site.

http://abcnews.go.com/Health/video/gay-teens-anti-bullying-message-viral-15095755

http://youtu.be/zt5gvl5s2q4

Gay and Bullied

US gay teen Jamey Rodemeye thanks Lady Gaga before he commits suicide

 A 14-year-old boy who blogged about being suicidal due to being incessantly bullied at school has been found dead outside his home in an apparent suicide.
          
Jamey Rodemeyer, from Buffalo, New York, cried for help online for months before his death and his family and friends said suicide was a popular topic with him.
         
He regularly posted about being bullied at school and how people would launch gay insults at him. 

 But what was worse for Jamey, was that when he wrote of his pain and frustrations and cried for help in his blog postings, students at his school started to bully him online.
       
About 12 months ago on his Formspring account - which permits anonymous posts - other students started making gay references towards him.
           
'JAMIE IS STUPID, GAY, FAT ANND UGLY. HE MUST DIE!' read one post.
           
Another read: 'I wouldn't care if you died. No one would. So just do it :) It would make everyone WAY more happier!'
        
On September 9, Jamey wrote on his Tumblr site: 'I always say how bullied I am, but no one listens. What do I have to do so people will listen to me?'
         
The day before he wrote: 'No one in my school cares about preventing suicide, while you're the ones calling me [gay slur] and tearing me down.'
           
He put up a separate post that day letting everyone know it was National Suicide Prevention Week.
But still no one listened.

 On Saturday night he posted a lyric from Lady Gaga's song The Queen on his Facebook page which said: 'Don't forget me when I come crying to heaven's door.'
    
On 1.30am on Sunday morning, he left two final messages on one of his blogs saying he was looking forward to seeing his great grandmother, who recently died, and one as a tribute to Lady Gaga, thanking her.
                      
His mother Tracy Rodemeyer , told Buffalo News: 'He touched so many hearts, so many people. I didn't realize how many people he touched.
        
'He was the sweetest, kindest kid you'd ever know. He would give all his heart to you before he gave any to himself.'
            
She said that her son had been questioning his sexuality over the last year and that his fellow students picked up on it and used it to taunt and bully him. 

Friends of the 14-year-old reported the message posts to the school guidance counsellors, she said, but by then it may already have been too late.
          
'He was totally against bullying. He has had issues since fifth grade. He had suicidal tendencies back then,' she told Buffalo News. 

She said she tried to talk to him on numerous occasions and asked him to talk to her about what was wrong, but he assured her that he was OK.
            
Last weekend the family went to a camping spot they would frequently go to and she said he seemed really happy.
            
Mrs Rodemeyer said: 'He used to cry about the taunts from his peers but they didn't seem to phase him this time. Lately, he's been blowing them off, or at least we thought he was.'
             
Olivia Rinaldo, an eighth-grader at Heim Middle School, said she was drawn to his outwardly upbeat and extroverted personality. He made friends of the friendless, she said.
         
'He was always putting people first. He always wanted other people to smile, even on the worst of his days.'
She said even though he was seeing a social worker and a therapist, not enough was done to help him.
        
A letter was sent home to students on Monday morning informing them that he was dead.
          
Dale Bauer, a licensed school social worker and clinical social worker at North, said: 'We make it apparent to the kids that there's help all day long and in the days to come.'
            
Jamey was a new student at Williamsville North High School and the student known to have committed suicide there since 2010. Joe Chearmonte, a junior honor student, died in February of last year. 

 

 

Gay and Murdered

Gay teen decapitated, dismembered and burned in Puerto Rico

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Gay and Bullied

So Sad! 14 Y/O Gay Teen Hangs Himself After Constant Bullying (DETAILS)

Read more: http://globalgrind.com/news/phillip-parker-so-sad-14-gay-teen-hangs-himself-after-constant-bullying-details#ixzz2EVdabxl4

When will it end?!
14-year-old Phillip Parker hung himself in his room, leaving a note in a trashcan that read “please help me mom."

STORY: 11-Year-Old Mitchell Wilson Commits Suicide After Being Bullied 

Phillip was a victim of constant bullying from classmates for being gay and repeatedly told his grandmother he had a rock on his chest and he just wanted to take the rock off so he could breathe.
According to WSMV, the family said it reported the bullying to Gordonsville High School in Tennessee on many occasions, but the situation kept getting worse for Phillip.
Phillip Senior told WSMV, "He shouldn't have had to kill himself to be brought to life." Phillip's mother says that she did not realize the level of her son's pain until it was too late.
A candlelight vigil was held Monday night in Gordonsville to honor Phillip's memory as friends and family grieved for young Phillip.

Phillip's friend also made him a Facebook page in honor of his memory. Rest in Peace Phillip.

Gay and Bullied

Bullied Gay Ottawa Teen Jamie Hubley Commits Suicide; Like Jamey Rodemeyer, He Documented Troubles Online

Read more: http://www.towleroad.com/2011/10/hubley.html#ixzz2EVc3gtd4

Another horrific gay teen suicide caused by bullying, I'm so sad to report.
Gay 15-year-old Ottawa, Canada teen Jamie Hubley killed himself on Friday. Bullying was apparently to blame, the Ottawa Citizen reports. And like the recent bullying suicide of Jamey Rodemeyer, Hubley documented much of what happened to him online:

Jamie Hubley documented the final month of his life in heartbreaking and painful detail.

The 15-year-old boy, a son of Kanata South Councillor Allan Hubley and his wife, Wendy Barber, kept a blog in which he wrote openly of his struggles with depression and the challenges of being an openly gay teenager.

Like Rodemeyer, he cited pop stars he loved and made videos on a YouTube channel.

The paper adds:

A gifted actor and singer — he loved Lady Gaga, Adele and Katy Perry, and posted numerous videos of himself singing on his personal YouTube channel — Jamie wrote a month ago that he was looking forward to taking dance lessons this winter. “Something to look forward to,” he wrote. But he also wrote of his sadness and despair, about being called a “fag.”

In a post three weeks ago, he said he was depressed, that medications he was taking weren’t working, and that being gay in high school was so hard — a thousand times harder in real life than on the popular television show, Glee, which he loved. “I hate being the only open gay guy in my school ... It f---ing sucks, I really want to end it,” he wrote.

The blog postings are interspersed with angst-filled quotes and startling images of self-harm — gathered from all over the web, as well as other pictures of celebrities, clothing and men kissing passionately.

Here's Hubley's YouTube channel, and a tribute tumblr. Jamie's final blog post, below.

http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/jamie+hubley

http://www.youtube.com/user/CatchMeBlondie

WHY? WHY? WHY?... isn't the world a bad enough place as it is to let this happen?

Don't Damn Me - Guns N Roses

Don't damn me
When I speak a piece of my mind
'Cause silence isn't golden
When I'm holding it inside
'Cause I've been where I have been
An I've seen what I have seen
I put the pen to the paper
'Cause it's all a part of me

Be it a song or a casual conversation
To hold my tongue speaks
Of quiet reservations
Your words once heard
They can place you in a faction
My words may disturb
But at least there's a reaction

Sometimes I want to kill
Sometimes I want to die
Sometimes I want to destroy
Sometimes I want to cry
Sometimes I could get even
Sometimes I could give up
Sometimes I could give
Sometimes I never give a fuck

It's only for a while
I hope you understand
I never wanted this to happen
Didn't want to be a man
So I hid inside my world
I took what I could find
I cried when I was lonely
I fell down when I was blind

But don't damn me when I speak
A piece of my mind
'Cause silence isn't golden
When I'm holding it inside
'Cause I've been where I have been
An I've seen what I have seen
I put the pen to the paper
'Cause it's all a part of me

How can I ever satisfy you
An how can I ever make you see
That, deep inside we're all somebody
An it don't matter who you want to be
But now I gotta smile I hope you comprehend
For this man can say it happened
'Cause this child has been condemned
So I stepped into your world
I kicked you in the mind
An I'm the only witness
To the nature of my crime

But look at what we've done
To the innocent and young
Whoa listen to who's talking
'Cause we're not the only ones
The trash collected by the eyes
And dumped into the brain
Said it tears into our conscious thoughts
You tell me who's to blame

I know you don't want to hear me crying
An I know you don't want to hear me deny
That your satisfaction lies in your illusions
But your delusions are yours an not mine
We take for granted that we know the whole story
We judge a book by it's cover
And read what we want
Between selected lines

Don't hail me
An don't idolize the ink
Or I've failed in my attentions
Can you find the missing link
Your only validation is in living your own life
Vicarious existence is a fucking waste of time
So I send this song to the offended
I said what I meant and I've never pretended
As so many others do intending just to please
If I damned your point of view
Could you turn the other cheek

Don't damn me when I speak a piece a mind
'Cause silence isn't golden
When I'm holding it inside
I've been where I have been
An I've seen what I have seen
Put the pen to the paper
'Cause it's all a part of me
Don't damn me
I said don't damn me
I said don't hail me
Ah, don't damn me